Like Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz, what I've wanted has been available to me all along, I just had to appreciate it. I found my groove, it wasn't lost, it was hidden. I've realized I need to believe in myself vs. believing in others or seeking their approval.
I was offered a new job yesterday in a new town and I accepted - I made a choice, the right choice for me. While I'm excited and happy, I'm scared and nervous at the new beginning that awaits.